The moment I met you I knew I had to have you. From our first few messages on Facebook, to our first text messages, to our first date, kiss and everything in-between, I was smitten. You rescued me from the deep depression I was in from my last break up months prior and made me the happiest girl in all the land, as far as I was concerned. I couldn't get enough of you, and from the moment I woke up to the moment I went to sleep I was excited to just have your attention. I knew how much I meant to you, and you knew how much you meant to me. Between the ways you looked at me, the way your hugs felt so right, the way you played with my hair, and just the way you loved me for me is something I can never forget, or receive from someone else. That summer was full of memories and moments of love that will always have a place in my heart.

Then it came time for me to go back to school. It was my junior year and the workload was crazy. I just joined rugby to actually make friends, later to have helped me with this breakup, I had two jobs and a boyfriend to all balance out with sleep, practice and work. I tried so hard to make it work, and the paragraphs through text became one word answers, and my free time became smaller and smaller, and our flame died out. The constant fighting was too much. This all repeated the spring semester. I felt like our relationship was a job more than a relationship. But I loved you and wanted so badly for things to go back to the way they did. And they did, all summer, until Labor Day weekend when I entered my senior year. And I can never thank you enough for everything you did for me. I can never forget the one year and two months we were together. Our love was our love, and no one can ever love me the way you did, and I can never love someone the way I loved you. It was you and me. I'm sorry for breaking your heart. If you happen to read this someday, just remember I am always thinking about you, because living in this small town reminds me of nothing but everything we did together. I'll always care about you, as much as I don't want to. I will always love you, as much as I don't want to. I'll never forget the heartbreaking look on your face when our time ran out, and I can never say sorry enough for how much I hurt you. I wish you nothing but the best in your life. Maybe our paths will cross one day again.