Having anxiety is one thing. Having depression is another. But having both is hell.
Imagine this, you wake up in the morning you slept better than you ever have… but you still feel tired. You don't want to get out of bed and face the world. All you want to do is lay in bed and sleep all day. You just want to be ALONE. As the day goes on, all you've done is sleep. The next day, you want to do the same thing, but you can't. So you get ready to greet the day that you know you're already dreading. You get to where you're going and everyone asks “what’s wrong?”, but you don't have a direct answer to give them besides the common answer, “nothing, i'm okay."
People have different signs of depression. Not everyone is the same. Same with anxiety, everyone has it different and everyone deals with it differently. Before an anxiety attack happens, some may have a rapid heartbeat, tingling in their fingers, a dizzy feeling. But when you have that feeling, you know what's going to happen so you try and stop it before it gets worse.
When you have anxiety, it feels as if the world around you is spinning and everyone is against you. When you have depression, you feel sad, or mad, or you feel nothing at all. You go on with the day only because you feel as if you have to, not because you WANT TO.
You have people around you who want to help you, but you don't let them in. How can you let someone help you when you can't even help you? But let that person in to help you. Let them be there for you because it will be worth it in the end.
You hate feeling like this but it seems as if nothing is going to change, so you put on your face for the day and fool EVERYONE. And that's just how it’s gonna be.
