Being an extrovert isn't all it's cracked up to be.

You don't actually have friends everywhere you go.

It's truthfully hard to get to know people.

A lot of the time you feel like you're on the outside of things, looking in.

You know a lot of people and call them your friend, but you don't actually KNOW them.

When you try to invite someone to something, they're always busy and have already made plans.

You rarely get invited on any group outing because you're not considered part of "the group".

When you finally do get invited on an outing, you're always the third wheel. They have their own group jokes and you become the butt of them because you don't know the jokes.

You spend a lot of time with one or two people and when they have their own things that they're doing you don't know what to do with yourself.

You don't know how to be alone. Silence is uncomfortable to you.

That's when the anxiety creeps in and your thoughts start to control your body.

You end up spending a lot of time by yourself.

People ask you why you're by yourself. You don't ever want to give them the real reason because you dread of revealing your deepest fears.

Being an extrovert means being lonely and not having anyone understanding what it's like.