Dear Ex Best Friend,

Well, we have a lot to talk about, if we ever do talk again. I really do miss you, but I thank you for a lot.

You sure did set my standards high for what I call a best friend. You were always there, but also told me what was right and what was wrong. You never judged me either. No matter of what I did, you always said that you'll never leave me, no matter what I have done. You also took cute pictures, where ever we were. You didn't care if people stared. We were having fun, and that what mattered most.

Remember that time when somebody punched me in the face and gave me a black eye? Do you remember who went with me to get help? It was you. You helped me and you had my back during that entire time when we were being questioned by the guidance consulars and vice principals and assured me that everything will work out in the end. Do you remember who was always there for you when you had an anxiety attack during school? I was and I always tried making you laugh when going to our next class. You were there for me when my ex broke up with me and told me he didn't deserve me. You were also there when I needed someone to talk to. I was the loud one with a big personality while you were the quiet one but our different personalities really did make us best friends.

Then half way through senior year, you stopped talking to me completely and blocked me out. I don't understand what happened or why I had to watch our friendship shatter right in front of my eyes. It really hurts to know that I'll most likely never get an answer to why our friendship fell apart. We have a lot of history together and you were my "person" - the one person I had to turn to and one of the few people that actually understood me and accepted me for who I was. I know I did and said some things that hurt you and I'm sorry for that. But what hurts me more is that you just walked out on my life without saying a word.

On another note, you were one of the best things to ever happen to me. You showed me so much, and taught me how to control some things. You let me know to not take nothing less than what I need. You showed me that everything happens for a reason, and for sure, we happened for a reason. Maybe one day, we will happen again but until that day, I will always care and love everything about you. Never forget that. I'm still never giving up on you, just like I promised.