You know that I'm afraid of attachments right? Yet I still chose to get attached with you.

I still remember those days full of stories and laughter.

I still remember those days where you've said you'll never leave me alone.

I still remember those promises of yours that you'll going to stay by my side no matter what.

Until one day, you've decided to go without any reasons to tell.

I mourned for almost 2 years.

I don't know what's up with you when you decided to say goodbye all of a sudden.

It makes me think that I'm the worst person in the world.

It makes me think that I did something wrong and it makes me go insane.

There are no nights I didn't cry - and I always cried my heart out.

I'm also having a hard time to move on.

I'm also wondering if you're happy that you've left me?

I know I sound ridiculous sometimes but I was hoping that you weren't just fooling me around.

Because I'm a human too, I have pride.

Even though, I am willing to forgive you anytime but please don't take advantage of me and my weaknesses.

I've been so fond of you and I thought you were also like that to me.

I thought we're on the same pace but we are little didn't I know that we're reading different books.

I'll understand whatever your reason is but you can't stop this pain anyway.

You can't heal those wounds you've made inside my heart.

If one day we'll cross paths in the street.

I still won't ignore you and I'm willing to hear your side.

Maybe you I can't deny my anger but I won't be staying mad with you forever.