I hope one day, you have a daughter. I hope your daughter looks at you and you see the world in her eyes. I hope your daughter turns you into the man you never were. Most of all, I hope your daughter never gets used or abused the way you used and abused me.

I hope your daughter never wakes up in the middle of the night shaking because of what some disgusting pig she went to school with did to her. Seeing your name makes me cringe and die a little bit inside. Or maybe, my inside is already dead because of you. But I am not alone, nor am I giving up. After countless months I have finally learned that our interaction was not my fault. I hope you have a daughter and she never has to deal with that.

No website, not even Tumblr, can truly show you what it feels like to have a date with the devil. I will try to do my best to let you see into the chapter of my life I call hell.

I go to bed but then wake up with flashbacks and nightmares. I wake up by a panic attack warning me that my nightmare isn’t real anymore. I go about my day trying not to relieve my worst nightmare, yet am faced with panic attack after panic attack. Then I go back to bed. Repeat. Trying to survive this hell is exhausting. I hope you have a daughter and every time you look at her you're reminded of the man's daughter you destroyed, wishing the same does not happen to her.

I hope you meet a sexist, misogynistic pig like yourself, and he talks about women like you talked about women and treated them. I hope you think of your daughter. And I hope you feel the blind anger I feel today. I hope someday you'll look back and be ashamed of your actions.

If you do have a daughter, I hope you never have to watch her struggle the way you made my father watch me struggle. I hope you never look at your daughter and wish she wasn't hurting. I hope you never have to watch your daughter hate men because a man forced himself on to her.

I hope you have a daughter someday and I hope no one ever puts in her the position you put me in.