I hope you find someone else to create those incredible memories with. I hope you make more friends that make you feel so special and appreciated because you deserve it.
And I’m sorry I couldn’t be that friend for you.
I will never know what happened to this friendship, and I will never know what I did that caused you to drop this all and just walk away, but I hope one day I may stop asking myself what I did wrong.
You were my best friend, my “twin”, and my person who I could go to for anything, until one day you were gone with no explanation why. I’m happy that I could be so easy for you to drop and walk away from. I’m happy that you didn’t really care much for this friendship and that getting rid of it one day was so easy for you. I’m happy that you’re okay.
I just want you to know that it wasn’t easy for me. If I could tell you anything I would want to tell you that it hurt. But I also want to tell you that I’m sorry. I don’t know what I did but I’m sorry. Because apparently I did something that gave you the idea that this wasn’t enough. This friendship wasn’t worth talking about whatever had happened, it was just worth throwing away like trash. I didn’t think this friendship was trash, and I wish I would have known something was happening so I could talk to you about how important I believed this friendship to be. But you didn’t care about what I thought. It wasn’t worth it to you.
So I wish you the best. I hope you find a friendship one day that means the world to you with friends who are special to you. Because you deserve it, we all do.
Sincerely,
An old friend.





















