Hey there suga tits,You see, it’s hard to tell you how in love with you I am, because I never feel like words will do it justice. Plus, we both know I absolutely suck at expressing how I feel.

So, I’ll try to do it the best way I know how. Let’s go back four years. That is when we first talked. (Yes, that's how old this picture is and don't ask me who this kid is because I have no idea.) We both had crushes on each other, but we knew our age gap was kind of offsetting, for we were both at different maturities and places in life. I mean, you practically were robbing the cradle. Our little thing, not even sure what you would call it, lasted for a few months then we both moved on. We still talked throughout the years and kept in touch. It was never awkward or uncomfortable. It was always nice to hear from you and see how well or awful life was going. After four years and us both being single, you reached out to me. It was around February. You were in Florida with your sister and when you messaged me I didn’t want much to do with you at all. I went through a lot while you were gone with various guys and in all honesty, I grouped you with them. So, I played the game. Messaged you back here and there, made you sweat it out, think about why I wasn’t talking to you. After months of you busting your balls to talk to me, I let you take me out.

I will never forget our first date. It wasn’t nerve wracking like every other one I was on. It was comforting. It felt like we never grew apart. Not only did our conversations flow, but our kisses fell into place, as well. From that day on, that’s how it was and still is. I grow with you every hour of every day. I know it has only been five months, but you have become my favorite person, my shoulder to cry on, my laughter, and reason to look forward to tomorrow.

Above all else I thank you for, I want to overly thank you for showing me what love is. I will never forget the endless nights of your promises and pleads so that I would let my guard down. I remember how you would look at me with soft eyes and promise to never hurt or leave me. While you were holding me in your arms, my head was always racing with thoughts of the worst. Even through all my fears and anxiety attacks, you never left my side. If anything, my discomfort brought you closer. You began to teach me that it was alright to be vulnerable and be loved. I know in the beginning of our relationship I was cold and distant, but I could feel myself falling for you before you ever gave me a reason. That’s because we had that zing. You know the one people talk about in movies and books? It’s real because I felt it. It's like our souls were magnetic and wouldn't let us part. To be honest, I never wanted or want to lose that feeling. Kisses are now more natural, my too-independent self realizes what being a team is, and I feel myself falling in love without hesitation for the first time.

When I look at you I realize, I never ever loved anyone half as much as I do you. Maybe it’s your smile or your eyes. It could be the way you protect me and make me feel safe. The way I laugh and cry naturally around you. It’s a possibility that it is the way you make me feel just from a glance. The way you always have my best interest at heart and constantly are by my side no matter what. Or how you allow me to get inside of you and fix you. Our love grows when you open up to me about stuff that I know is far too hard for you to discuss. It's all of these things and many more. You treat me like I deserve to be treated, you treat me like someone you love. That is probably the best thing in the world. I know where we stand and I know you love me. That's what I love about you most. We care for each other and it's never a secret.

Honestly, I would be here for years writing about every little thing I adore about you. What it all boils down to is I never thought I would be given the opportunity to have a love like this. After many heart breaks, I promised myself I would never let myself fall again. But, then there was you. You made it so easy. You rebuilt me, fixed me and made me better. Us being the way we are scares me like hell, but I never want to let this go.

In the beginning, I saw you were perfect and I loved you. I love you even more now that I see how not perfect you are. We have been through so many things in this short amount of time and we never left each other’s sides. We always stuck it out. I look forward to building a life and future with you. For once, I have found someone who I hate leaving, someone I can’t get enough of, I honestly have found someone I can madly fall in love with. I thank God for giving me you and I thank you for loving me unconditionally each and every day.

I love you always and forever,

Bryanna