Feelings, thoughts, time, all of these aspects change in a blink of an eye. Often times we feel that when something happens in our life we want to hurry up, if we get through only this difficult moment, day, year, season then we are set, all good. But its not always the case.... sometimes life isnt all black and white. Life throws us curveballs left and right. Whether we are ready or not, we do what we can, when we can as much as we can. Right now I feel as if I am getting stretched in all different directions and it hurts. Hurts like hell. The more I want things to be better, wished certain things didnt happen, how much different my life would have been if.... and wanting to feel better but its not happening anytime soon. God change this or that but rather change me so I can handle the things you're walking me through. Through and through. What I am beginning to realize more these days is embracing the process, and enjoy it. There will be things I cant control and days where im not myself, times where I need to try even harder to love myself, but as I do, continue to remember this season is temporary and this too shall pass.