With emotions over flowing, I don’t even know where to begin. You’ve been with me from the start. I’m actually pretty sure I was born with a glove and softball in hand. From the beginning you’ve taught me courage, strength, responsibility, teamwork, and most importantly you taught me about myself. Without you I would not be the person I am today, it’s as simple as that.

The fact that you will one day not be in my life anymore hurts me everywhere. You’re my escape. Every time there’s stress or disappointment I would get on the dirt and it would all go away. Whether it be a fight between a friend or school work that has me stressed out, it would all wipe clean because you’re the distraction I needed. Focusing on you and only you was my natural high.

When I do have to say goodbye whenever that will be, I don’t know if I will be ready, but I will be prepared. All good things come to an end, and there’s always the option of coaching. When the time does come, know I’ll never forget about you. I’ll never forget about the blood, sweat, and tears I’ve put into the game. I’ll never forget about the countless hours practicing day after day. I’ll never forget about the time’s I’ve had to say “sorry I can’t I have ____” all because you were my life and my number one priority.

When I’m done, moving on will be the toughest ever. Finding new hobbies does not come easy, especially if it means loosing something that’s been in my life for a while. My love for you will never go away, and I’ll always have the urge to pick up a ball and start throwing.

Thanks for all the memories. The tournaments that took up my weekends every summer. The times me and my teammates would run around hotel hallways or bond over pizza after a long hot day on the field. The road trips to the Carolinas or Virginia for nationals. Every memory will be cherished forever.

You were the top conversation at the dinner table, car rides, and the times in between. You’re all I did and talked about. I don’t know what I’m going to talk about with my #1 fan (aka dad) when you’re gone.

I’ve come so far in my life because of you. The friends I’ve made, the lessons I’ve learned, and the way you made me find myself. The people I’ve met because of you are lifelong. We survived the brutal practices and all day tournaments together that formed one hell of a bond. I’ve learned lessons from the game that are unforgettable. Lastly, I would not be the person I am if it wasn’t for everything you’ve done for me.

So thanks, for everything. And when I say goodbye, know you'll be toughest thing to let go of.