Dear Me,
You'll be OK. I promise. No matter what you're feeling right now, sadness, annoyance, anger, maybe even happiness, life will continue to be good. No matter what curveballs thrown are thrown at you, you will overcome them because that's the type of person you want to be.
Stop worrying about the clothes you're wearing. Stop getting so worked up about why the dishes in your apartment are not done. Stop feeling bad about yourself for eating junk food. Stop letting the little things get to you.
Instead, replace these things by wearing the clothes you own and not worrying about who saw you in them three days ago. Start picking up after yourself instead of watching others do it. Eat the yummy food, it's better to eat it now then binge eat it in a couple of days. Breathe in and breathe out to stay calm when little things start to annoy you.
Future me, you may be going through a rough time right now, but trust me you don't know how you will be feeling in a week. You don't want to miss out on a good day just because you have had a couple bad ones. Start living in the moment and go on the adventures you are normally hesitant to go on. Start living life the way you want to be living.
As you read this in maybe a couple days, weeks, or maybe in a month, remember how happy you were when you reunited with your best friends after a long time. When your parents came to visit you when you were homesick. There's obviously going to be hard times, but the good times will make up for it.
And lastly future me, always remember, that no matter how you are feeling now, you won't be feeling this way next week. Start enjoying life the best way you possibly can,
Love,
Past me
