To the girl using my name as an insult.

Thanks. I really appreciate that. I really enjoy reading and hearing "You're pulling an Abbe." It makes me feel wonderful about myself. Not. Usually I'd apologize for what I'm doing but I'm not going to. I'm not going to because I shouldn't have to. I was trying to keep a relationship that I thought and still believe was worth it. But according to you it's not. But you know everything about the relationship and how him and I are, don't you?

You do not know my life. You saw me when I was at my worst, having mental breakdowns and not being able to control myself. I am not sorry that you saw that because those moments made me stronger. I may have flipped out and looked psychotic but if you actually saw what was going on in my life you'd understand. But you didn't. You took all the things that I hated doing and used it against me to insult someone. That's awesome, didn't know we were still in high school. And this may seem like we're still in high school but I don't care anymore because you brought it to that level.

Next time you ever think of saying "Oh you're pulling an Abbe" just remember where I was when you saw me. Just remember that I was at my worst. Remember I was trying to keep some sort of relationship with the boy that I love. And I was not trying to make something out of nothing or trying to keep something going that was dead. There's something there or him and I wouldn't be friends. And remember how that makes you look. Using somebody else's name and actions as an insult. Just shows that you think you're better than me. You go to a school that wants to improve people's lives, well can't do that if judge and insult those that you don't know. You don't even know me and you lost your chance at ever getting to know who I really am.

I'm going to do something that I usually don't do. I'm not going to apologize for writing this. I'm not going to apologize for the way I acted. I'm not apologizing for anything, because there should be no reason for you to use my name as an insult. If you think this is about you then it probably is. So a word of advise: If my name is in your mouth and it's not something positive keep it out because I would never do that to you.