"I'm sorry" are just two simple words that you are having the hardest time saying. Sometimes, those two words are all I need to hear. Excuses are not needed, especially when you messed up. It should've been as easy as talking about it, apologizing and moving on. Why is it that hard to just talk.

I don't think I'm asking for much. We're humans and we need to communicate to move on. You know that I'm an open book and will answer the phone whenever. Are you scared about my response? Are you worried that I won't like you anymore? If I were in your shoes, I'd be scared too.

I can promise you that I won't be mad. Staying away from me is a lot worse than any response I could possibly give you. At this point, I'm more upset that you aren't talking to me. Even just a text saying "hi" would make me happy. It's better than me seeing you on social media and dying on the inside because you are choosing not to read my texts.

I miss your daily ugly snapchats. I miss knowing I have someone to come over and rant to. I miss our random texts about the weirdest things. I miss us. Did I not mean anything to you that you're able to drop me like that?

Once again, I'm not asking for much. I just want an apology and for us to get food after. We could go to our favorite restaurant and make new memories. We could forget that this even happened and be happy again. Doesn't that sound like fun? It would be like nothing happened.

It doesn't even feel like you like care. Whenever I see you, you change your direction to avoid me. Before, we would run to each other and get Starbucks. I just want us back, and I'm scared that we are loosing that. I just need your help to make this better.

I keep taking the first step, but friendship is a two way street. If I'm going to take the first step, you have to take the second step. If you don't want what we had anymore, I guess I'll have to suck it up. I'll always be here for you, waiting for you to take the second step.