Let’s be real, how many people actually wake up in the morning and say, “Alright, it’s summer boys and girls, let’s go find a boyfriend!” Okay, well I’m not going to lie, I’ve possibly said that at least once, but then I told myself "This is crazy. Seriously, what is wrong with you?"

I know for a fact that my friends and I had joked around about how during the summer we’re going make it our mission to find a boyfriend, but as I grow up and become wiser, I’m starting to realize it is about me, myself and I. I guess that has to start with realizing self-worth and knowing who you are as a person, and that’s a journey I’ve been on lately.

This summer, I’m committed to bettering myself and spending more time with people and doing things that make me happy. Throughout the school year, I’ve been trying to work out more and stay fit and eat healthy every day, and I’m committed to sticking with it. Also, working more hours and making more money so that I’ll be able to support myself while I’m at school and be able to fuel my online shopping addiction. OOPS. At least I’ll be looking cute while I do all this.

But don’t get me wrong, if you know anything about me personally, you know that I am the most boy-crazy person and all I want more than anything is a relationship. Other times, I’m happy being single. It’s not like I’m not going to give up that desire but I’m not going to let it surround me and make it my number one priority. If it’s not going to matter in the future, why am I sitting here stressing about it? If the guy who’s playing with my heart right now and I’m crying over him, is it really going to matter in a few years? ABSOLUTELY NOT. So why am I stressing? Honestly, I have no clue. I’m just a weirdo.

Besides the point, I just think that if everyone takes a step back and looks at the bigger picture, you can honestly be happier. Like get this, I’m going PRE-MED, PRE-FREAKING MED. And according to my friend, “I’m going places.” So, I mean, who really wins in the end? Me or this dumb boy? Me obviously. And I’m way better than him in all aspects. Sorry but I’m just realizing my self-worth, and I have a ton of it. I’d like to think that I’m a really good person and that I care about others and have more to me than just a pretty face. And with that being said, I don’t need some college guy making me doubt myself and turn me into something that I am not. I think I’m going to turn out just okay. Pre-fricking med.

You’re going places, remember that. Everyone is going places; don’t let someone tell you otherwise. Make sure you come out on top.