I say a lot of things I don't mean

cause I realized things aren't always what they seem

So I feed fuel to the illusory fire

and truth be told the smoke don't get me higher

When I'm grounded I'm astounded at the things you think are cool

but as I play the other side I wonder if I'm the fool?

When I stand out from the crowd

sometimes I'm scared I stand out

I never wanted to

I wouldn't say I wanted to fit in cause I never wanted to be something I'm not

but when you're different from everybody these thoughts..

How can you not?

Cudi once told me

maybe if I was simple in the mind, everything would be fine?

So maybe it's cause my mind is all scrambled

It's why I'm out of line

but maybe being out of line

is just fine

and maybe being confused is what I need to be

to show me being normal isn't who I need to be

and getting tripped up and out of luck is what I need to see

I just hope I become who I'm supposed to be.