I Can't Say I Love You | The Odyssey Online
Start writing a post
Health and Wellness

I Can't Say I Love You

All you paranoid, crazy people afraid to say those 3 little words — this is for you.

33
I Can't Say I Love You
Erika Schwartz

Recently, I have been noticing how easily people freely give away the word love. It baffles and amazes me how simple it is for them to just toss that word around like it is nothing. And I am envious. I don't think I have ever been able to say I love you without my heart doing a little hiccup. Or my brain putting up a billion red flags and sounding every alarm. Because once you say anything, it is out in in the universe bouncing around in the universe forever - eventually bouncing back to where it came from. Maybe I am crazy and paranoid- —that is OK. And for all of you crazy and paranoid people out there afraid to say the three little words that start with an I and end with a 'u' — this poem is for you.

I can’t say I love you—

I can say heart you!

to my friends


I can say wear your seatbelt!

to my little brothers


I can say thank you for changing my oil!

to my dad


And I can say drive carefully!

to my mom


But

I can’t actually say those

3 little words;

I love you.


Not because I am incapable

of loving people

or because I have

a rare speech impediment

or because I speak

a crazy foreign language


But

because you ruined

the most beautiful words

in any language for me


You took the I

and the love

and the you

and you scrambled them

up like a couple

of farm fresh eggs


And now I can’t differentiate

wear your seatbelt

from I love you

and I can’t make my

tongue and lips and teeth

form the words I want to say

because you stole my breath away

and never thought that I might

need it again


And I couldn’t make you say

I love you

even when I loved you more than

smoothies

and poetry

and bananas

and shoes

and oxygen


So now I can’t say

I love you

either.

Report this Content
This article has not been reviewed by Odyssey HQ and solely reflects the ideas and opinions of the creator.
Entertainment

Every Girl Needs To Listen To 'She Used To Be Mine' By Sara Bareilles

These powerful lyrics remind us how much good is inside each of us and that sometimes we are too blinded by our imperfections to see the other side of the coin, to see all of that good.

539978
Every Girl Needs To Listen To 'She Used To Be Mine' By Sara Bareilles

The song was sent to me late in the middle of the night. I was still awake enough to plug in my headphones and listen to it immediately. I always did this when my best friend sent me songs, never wasting a moment. She had sent a message with this one too, telling me it reminded her so much of both of us and what we have each been through in the past couple of months.

Keep Reading...Show less
Zodiac wheel with signs and symbols surrounding a central sun against a starry sky.

What's your sign? It's one of the first questions some of us are asked when approached by someone in a bar, at a party or even when having lunch with some of our friends. Astrology, for centuries, has been one of the largest phenomenons out there. There's a reason why many magazines and newspapers have a horoscope page, and there's also a reason why almost every bookstore or library has a section dedicated completely to astrology. Many of us could just be curious about why some of us act differently than others and whom we will get along with best, and others may just want to see if their sign does, in fact, match their personality.

Keep Reading...Show less
Entertainment

20 Song Lyrics To Put A Spring Into Your Instagram Captions

"On an island in the sun, We'll be playing and having fun"

423950
Person in front of neon musical instruments; glowing red and white lights.
Photo by Spencer Imbrock on Unsplash

Whenever I post a picture to Instagram, it takes me so long to come up with a caption. I want to be funny, clever, cute and direct all at the same time. It can be frustrating! So I just look for some online. I really like to find a song lyric that goes with my picture, I just feel like it gives the picture a certain vibe.

Here's a list of song lyrics that can go with any picture you want to post!

Keep Reading...Show less
Chalk drawing of scales weighing "good" and "bad" on a blackboard.
WP content

Being a good person does not depend on your religion or status in life, your race or skin color, political views or culture. It depends on how good you treat others.

We are all born to do something great. Whether that be to grow up and become a doctor and save the lives of thousands of people, run a marathon, win the Noble Peace Prize, or be the greatest mother or father for your own future children one day. Regardless, we are all born with a purpose. But in between birth and death lies a path that life paves for us; a path that we must fill with something that gives our lives meaning.

Keep Reading...Show less

Subscribe to Our Newsletter

Facebook Comments