I'm sorry things didn't work out in our favor. I'm sorry that every day there is just a small little portion of my day that reminds me of you and our small adventures. I can remember every detail and every word we talked about that day. I can close my eyes and remember the sweet forehead kisses, the random hugs or holding hands everywhere we went. Breaking up was by far the worse thing that could have happened to me.

I'm lost. I don't trust many people. I don't necessarily want to be with anyone else right now but we have to move on. We have to take these moments of us being apart and grow. Even though we aren't together anymore, it doesn't mean I don't support you any more or love you any less than I did before. You still mean the world to me and I want the very best for you. I tell you many times that you're worthy, capable of doing more than you can imagine and can be successful.

All I ask is that you don't wait for me forever. Go be who you want to be and be the amazing man I fell in love with in the first place. Be the person who changes the world like you changed mine. You deserve the world like I do. What I see in you, I just long for the day that you see it too. I pray for you daily in the hopes that you understand that many of my prayers have been answered and I'm still waiting on some. God is doing things in your life right now that you may not understand but you will in time. He is constantly changing our lives so we may grow individually and maybe one day as a couple again. I wish things could be different but this is how it's going to have to be right now.

Breaking up with someone isn't always easy. Yet, the growing part during the break up is the most important part. It takes a lot of courage, tears, prayers and faith to get through it. Although I have been single for just a short time, I have learned that it doesn't matter how the relationship ended my feelings for him might have shifted some but my love for him hasn't changed. When I pray for him daily, I don't pray that he'll find someone else or find what he's looking for. I pray the same prayer I pray for myself. That we gain understanding, peace, growth and look only to God in this difficult time. As it says in Psalms 147: 3 -

He heals the brokenhearted and binds up their wounds.

Although our time together was shorter than expected but we have both firmly believed that us meeting didn't just happen, it was planned and orchestrated by God. As we continue in our separate lives, remember that He continues to have His way in our lives and we have to be obedient to Him.