When you’re always going to bed lonely, you stay up later than usual.
When you’re always going to bed lonely, you try and find ways to distract your racing mind.
When you’re always going to bed lonely, you sleep with the TV on just to avoid that harsh silence.
When you’re always going to bed lonely, you have time to lay up in bed and worry about tomorrow, and the next day, and the day after that.
When you’re always going to bed lonely, time seems to slow down. One minutes feels like 10, and 10 minutes, feels like an hour.
When you’re always going to bed lonely, it’s just you and your mind, remembering all the bad things you’ve done.
When you’re always going to bed lonely, there’s nothing to distract you from your inner demons. They’ll eat you alive, or at the very least, keep you from sleeping.
When you’re always going to bed lonely, you can’t focus. You close your eyes, think of solid colors. Black, White. Try to think of nothingness, only to realize that exactly how you feel about yourself. You feel like nothing.
When you’re always going to bed lonely, you start to think back to times when you weren’t.
When you’re always going to bed lonely, you remember all those nights spent together that you took for granted. All the nights you would be in bed and they would turn the light off...there would be darkness for a moment, and then suddenly and without warning, you’d feel them jump into bed, wrap their arms around you, and you would both slowly drift off into a dream. But thats not the case anymore.
When you’re always going to bed lonely, now all you feel is the darkness once you turn off the light. No warm embrace, no loving goodnight wishes. Just the dark around you.
When you’re always going to bed lonely, you learn what you lost.
When you’re always going to bed lonely, you vow to never take small moments for granted again.
When you’re always going to bed lonely, you turn off your own light only to realize that the only person left in the room to save you from the darkness, is yourself.
When you’re always going to bed lonely, you can choose to either embrace the darkness or fight it.
When you’re always going to bed lonely, which would you choose?
