Hey there,

I never thought you would feel this way...but it happened. What did I do wrong? Do I have your love? I am I still enough? That love that started when we met. Is forever ending now? If you decide to end this, I don't want it to be through text or a call. That would tear my heart to pieces. I’m disappointed in myself. I didn't make you happy enough, now you want to leave. Whatever your reasons are for this, I want you to tell me. I want to know what I can do to make it better. I love you, and I want to be with you. I want to have our home together with our English bulldog. I want to travel the world and be holding your hand the whole time. Remember when we were in my room. When you first told me that you were leaving to go to college. How we cried together because we couldn't imagine not seeing each other every day? How you held me tight and said “its going work out, babe.” What happened? Why aren’t we working out? Can I fix it? Whenever I’m not with you, I think about what you are doing, whom you are with, and when you’re going to call me. I think about all the great moments. How everything that has happened so far started over summer. How we were laying down watching a movie when you first told me that you loved me. When you made me the happiest girl ever and asked me to be yours. This moment made me happy and deep down inside, I know you were also happy. Why not anymore?

Is it because you don’t see me often? Why can’t we just fulfill the dream that we once had together. I’ve never had a boyfriend, ever that was serious. Then I found you. My whole life I spent looking for love in all the wrong places. Losing my values because it felt right. Getting hurt and feeling that that’s what I deserved. But then you came along and changed all that. You made me realize that a relationship is about making each other happy. It’s about changing the other person for the better. A relationship is about helping each other grow while still loving each other. With you, I learned how to live. You taught me to have a spirit that wants to be on earth and live each day to the fullest. You are my love. I say those things because I truly mean them. I love you. Even if you decide that we can’t be, I will love you dearly until the sun sets on the west. I will love you until God gives me my last breath. You made a big impact in my life, and I will never forget how you changed me and how you made me see the beautiful things in life. If it is not meant to be, it will not happen. But if it is, I will keep fighting until they are gone.