In just a few short months, I made it through my first semester of college. A lot has changed in that small period of time that seemed endless in the moment. Many new people have come into my life that I know will be around for a long time. Others I have distanced myself from, seeing that they were not helping me grow like I should be. I already have my fair share of stories, some that I will always remember and some that I wouldn't mind to forget. Besides the sentimental point though, I am still not really grasping the idea that I will have a whole month to myself to take part in whatever I please. And although Netflix will surely be a main contributor, I am determined not to make it the only thing I do this winter break.
This is for two reasons in particular. I can't STAND the feeling of being lazy; especially with the gorgeous weather as of late. When I sit around all day I almost feel guilty. I cannot help but think that God has given me the ability to do so much and to just waste it watching movies all day seems like such a regretful action. My last reason is that I want to be proud of myself. I could name off a list of all the people I am proud of, but I do not think I would list my own name. I recently heard the question, "When was the last time you were proud of yourself?" Annnnd to be honest, my answer did not come easily.
So for this month long break, I have made a honey-do list; but for myself. I have decided to dive back into my reading habits, and read books everyday. I have decided to set a particular time aside everyday for an intimate session God, to pray about my worries or my happiness. I have to decided to start training for a 10k-half marathon. And yes, if you personally know me the last task was actually my idea. I was always in sprinting races throughout my middle/high school track career, but I have decided it's time for a decent change. I want to take part in something so that when I am finished, I can say I am proud of myself. Running more than a 300 meter race is a daunting task for a well accustomed sprinter. But I'm going to do it. I'm probably going to hate getting in shape for a race like this but it's something I need to do. It's something I WANT to do.
It's never too early for a New Year's resolution. Start today.
