To The Boy I Love More Than Bunnies,

There is a quote by Marilyn Monroe that states "All a girl wants is a boy to prove to her they are not all the same."

I have known many "boys" who claim to "love" the first girl they are with. You were not the first person I was in love with, but what I felt and still feel for you is greater than anything I've ever felt. Love can provide the body with a feeling like none other a sort of euphoria. You can go from being on cloud nine to questioning what love is and wonder how something so great can hurt so much. The feeling of being hurt is difficult, especially more so when you are in love with the person who hurt you.

Easton Corbin a country singer has a song titled "I can't love you back." It's about loving someone so much and you can't love the person back because they don't love you. This is such a hard concept to accept. With me and you right now may not be the right time, I hate timing. Timing can be perfect like when you are hungry and the waiter brings your food that is perfect timing. There is timing with love that can be so off you have to question why. Right now may not be our time, but I pray to God later down the road we will have our paths of love cross again. The timing not being perfect right now doesn't make us love one another any less, which complicates things. I know in my heart we will always love each other and we will find a way in the end if it's meant to be.

We will cross oceans, jump bridges, and skip down paths to be in one another arms again. Experiences help us grow, and right now both of us need to experience new things. It may take time to go back on the dating scene, and put ourselves out there may be difficult. Regardless I have no doubt we will be in one another's lives. No one and nothing not even time could change the concept we will be a part of each others lives. The love I have for you remains, a part of my heart will always be yours, you are a art of my family.

The protective aspect of me will make someone answer to me if they hurt you. If in the end, we date other people I know we will be making sure the other is treated right constantly making sure they won't cheat on us, and making sure that they are honest. I wish things were different, I wish it wasn't like this and I know deep down inside you feel the same way too, but I understand you need to get you together and so do I. I just with we could do it together, because we promised each other to be together forever no matter what! You will always have a huge part of my heart, you will always be my bunny.

I love you.