Dear the school that rejected me,

You made me rethink about everything I've done these past few years. If I had just worked a little bit harder at getting better grades, maybe I would have gotten in. Or if I had taken classes that were more advantageous to that specific field maybe I would have had a better chance. There were so many 'what if's' I thought about but in the end, the decision had already been made.

When I found out that I was rejected, I didn't know how to react. It was the first I had ever received. I had been waiting for that letter for months. Searching through the mail, asking my mom time and time again if it came yet. Finally, the orange sealed envelope found it's way to me. I remember being so excited ripping it apart with a giant smile on my face bursting with anticipation.

"Unfortunately, we cannot extend an offer of admission..."

My heart dropped and that smile instantly fell into disappointment and tears.

More than anything, I just didn't understand. I met every requirement and in some areas, I even went above and beyond. Why wasn't I chosen? I know there were hundreds of other applicants but I thought I was different.

Each grade I got, I worked my butt off for despite the obstacles I faced. I spent an endless amount of hours with teachers after school or during lunch breaks to better understand the material and catch up on any missed work whenever I could. I never stopped striving to do better.

I have this rejection letter posted up on my wall. You may think that's a bit strange but it gives me motivation.

After the frustration and sadness, there was a determination that grew in me. Yes, I didn't get accepted into what I had thought was the school for me but that wouldn't stop me from continuing to go after my dreams. It just wasn't meant to be the path in my life. This was just one tiny bump in the road. It would not stop me from continuing to be a diligent and hardworking student. This rejection didn't make me any less worthy. It made me stronger. From this, I've learned to accept failure and use it to push me even further into finding what I am truly passionate about.

To the school that rejected me, you have shown me that failure can positively affect you. If you had accepted me, I wouldn't have gotten to know the amazing people that I now call my friends at school. I would have never made the memories that changed me in every way possible. And I wouldn't have found my true passion without the opportunities my school had offered.

So thank you for leading me down a better path.

Sincerely,

The Girl Who Is Happy You Rejected Her