I can't pretend to know what you went through and what you go through every day.
I know how hard it is to think you're not good enough or to not be chosen. You feel like it's elementary school again where you're the last one picked for dodgeball.
It knocked your self-esteem down to nothing. You had no confidence when you met me. Now when I compliment you on something you say, "yeah I know," with the biggest smile on your face. I didn't know you before, but I can imagine this is what you were like before her. You played every sport possible and you're so unbelievably talented.
I know you question everything daily. You question our relationship and if I'm talking to other guys, because she did. She made a promise to you that she wouldn't, but she lied and broke that promise and your trust. You dated for a year and you feel like it'll be hard to trust anyone else because how can you trust anyone else when you dated for so long?
It's not that you don't trust me, you just don't trust girls in general. You think that everything I say is a lie, and you have to worry about me leaving you every day. But I worry about the same thing. Maybe you'll find someone better and prettier than me.
But I'm okay with telling you every single day how much I love you. I'm okay with telling you that I'll never leave you, because I won't. I'm okay with reassuring you that any guy I text or snapchat is actually just a friend. I've never cheated on someone, I've never lied to you, I've never even broken a pinky promise. I could never do what she did to you, to anybody.
I promise to love you more and more each day. I promise to always be honest with you. I promise to never just walk away from a fight or leave a message on read and leave it unresolved. I'll try to not be upset when you don't respond immediately or if you take two hours to open up my Snapchat because you're at work. I'll try to never get revenge on you just because you upset me. I promise to choose you every single day.
She broke you and I'm left to pick up all the pieces. I know she hurt you, but I never will.