I'm not one to write a whole post about a boy but there's a first for everything, I guess.
Whoever would have guessed that 7 years ago when I was getting bullied by a guy and his brother that I would eventually end up dating him. Even more, who would've guessed that I would've been buying a dog with him and planning out bigger things with him. I know I wasn't thinking that anything would ever come of it. But here we are, with a dog and a plan. If he's reading this, he knows what plan.
To anyone who sees us together, I am sorry. We probably look like we hate each other. Actually, you might even think we don't belong together. Shocker, we don't hate each other. We are both just sarcastic and can handle each other's attitude unlike previous people in our lives.
Long story short, this is his appreciation post. I am horrible at expressing how I feel when talking to him. Even he isn't good at it. After our past relationships, the whole idea of being THAT couple just doesn't appeal to us. Yet, over the past few weeks, we've become THAT couple. Maybe it was when he had to take me to the doctor on vacation, or maybe it's the dog. Who knows?
Within the last month too, I've been having my own issues and just feeling stressed. School is taking a toll on me and he knows this. It's my last semester before I transfer and every time, we hang out I feel like I'm doing homework. I hate having to do work around him, but he lets me. He doesn't complain. He just sits there and watches his car videos. So, if you're reading this, thanks for always letting me work.
As I said earlier, this is my last semester before I transfer. He knows I am terrified as to what will happen between him and I, yet all he says is that it'll be okay. In fact, he probably says that at least once a week, because I express my concern about us once a week. After this past weekend, I've come to the realization, that okay, in his mind, means that nothing will change. We'll still see each other. So again, thanks for always telling me it'll be okay. You may be right for once.
If you're reading this, you probably are like "ew she made a post about me." Yeah, I did and I'm sure I'll regret it later because you'll make fun of me for it, but right now I don't care. You make me happy and I kinda like you. So thanks for the endless food supply, the patience you have with my attitude and dealing with me 24/7.
I hate you ;)