There are so many words to say. You are fearless, determined, and so loving. You are smart and independent, beautiful and spontaneous. It's oddly comforting to think of how long we have been so close. No one could ever be as different as we are from each other, yet so much alike. Endless fights and silent car rides. But nothing ever came in our way.

Until you decided you were done.

There are so many words to say. You are ruthless, conceded, and so stubborn. You are blunt and hurtful, negative and immature. It's strange not having you in my life anymore. I'm angry and so hurt. The words that emit from your mouth, are any of them about me? Did you just decide that you didn't care anymore? Because that's what I'm trying to do. Not care. I gave you effort that I never got in return. Friendships are a two way street, and I hope by now you have learned how to give someone your love and commitment. I didn't realize losing a friend could compare so much to breaking off a relationship. You were my first heart break, and I won't forget that.

You, my friend, are simply a part of my past now, and I wish you all the best.

And remember ladies, losing a close friend is hard, but the Lord weeds out the friends that He thinks we don't need anymore. I am worth the effort, and so are you.