This is a tough one for any guy to write. Shoot, this is a tough one for anyone to write. The real shocker will be that I'm dating someone much less getting married to someone. I'll send invitations and people will be like,"This is an early April Fool's Day joke, right?" But all joking aside, I'm about to pour my heart out. Here it goes.

To My Future Wife,

This ain't gonna be easy. I'm annoying, I'm clingy and I'm super sappy. I'm secretly (not so secret anymore) an emotional guy. I love to hear things like, "You are looking good today!" and "Your singing voice is beautiful." I may not always seem that way because I get super awkward when someone compliments me, but I love it. I sing way too much and way too loud, I whistle all the time and I'm kinda messy when it comes to keeping my room clean. But all that aside, I will love you like no other. I'm a person that when I love, I love hard. When I fall, I fall hard. I pray every day for you to come into my life and for God to show me that you are the woman for me. Once that happens, well the next part will take forever cause I suck at flirting. Basically, I'm gonna just try to talk to you a lot and then randomly I'll ask you on a date super awkwardly in hopes that you'll say yes. Just trust me, give me that chance. I'm pretty good when it comes to dates.

I'll super nervous, but I'll compliment you over and over and have flowers and... well just trust me, I try hard when it comes to dates. Also, I'm super dorky. I laugh at everything under the sun, and I have multiple laughs... each one weirder than the next. Another thing, I know I'm not exactly the cutest guy, but what I lack in looks, I make up for in corniness (I'm hilarious, everyone denies it, but I know it's true).

I know God has you planned and waiting for me and when that time comes I'll know, but I'm definitely ready for you to be here now. I dream of a life where I live in a nice house with a wife, kids and dogs. (Dogs are a must, that's a deal breaker). Seriously though, I have pointed out so many insecurities to say this... the relationship I picture having is one centered in Christ, prayer, love through a building relationship and finding our place with each other.

I know you're out there and I'll be here patiently waiting and when you come along... well, you'll have your biggest fan, a shoulder to cry on, a listening ear, a heart full of love, a guy who will literally try to learn any song so he can play it and sing it to you, and, most importantly, a man who is seeking and striving after Christ and has found you on the way.