At least once in our lives we have that special someone that we let go and eventually regret. No matter how much we cared for them, something in us just told us to say goodbye. It is a heartbreaking process, but it does always work out in the end for both of y'all. However, there is a point in our lives where we look back on the good times that we have, and we regret ever leaving what we once had. Especially if you were treated like a Queen/King by your significant other. So, to the person that treated me like a Queen and I still let go, I want to say, I am sorry and thank you.
Thank you for everything you did for me. Thank you for coming to see me and spending time with me no matter how busy your weekend would have been. Thank you for taking care of me while I was sick even though I probably acted like the biggest baby on the planet. Thank you for the countless movie nights and finding new adventures with me. Thank you for being the sweetest, most dependable guy that I have ever dated. You were a huge part of my world, and I will never regret letting you in and breaking down all of my steel walls. You were my best friend and boyfriend all in one, and I couldn't be more thankful that God put you in my life. I wish our lives could have always stuck with each other, but it didn't feel like that's where we should have been.
I am sorry if I ever made you feel like you weren't good enough. I am sorry if I left abruptly without giving a proper explanation. I am sorry I just shut you out off my life, and I know I did it all wrong, but you, my dear, deserve the world. You deserve that girl that will treat you like a King and will truly appreciate everything that you do for her, especially the amazing foot rubs. I know I gave you an explanation, but there's more to it than you'll understand. I didn't want to drag you into the mud pit that I was falling into at the time. I am sorry.
Everyone goes through this, or at least the majority of people go through this. It's not always easy, and sometimes it feels like the hardest thing we will ever do. God has a plan for our lives, and sometimes certain people just aren't in that plan. Our hearts have to truly be in it and we have to trust that God will guide us in the direction that He wants us in.
