Tension piercing through my head
For years the pain kept my tossing in my bed
Blanking out in tests that I studied for weeks in advance
Always preoccupied with another chance
Feeling like there is impending doom
Feeling comfortable remaining within my room
Sweaty palms while sitting in class
Hoping that one day this issue will pass
Creating scenarios in my head
Feeling as if the other decison would have been better instead
Worrying about the future ahead of me
I can't turn my thoughts off constantly
Thinking about what's in store for me
No idea what it means to think positively
Traveling to the doctor feeling pain
Trying to control the uneasiness in my brain
Sharp pains in my chest feeling like a heart attack
Hoping this situation does not come back
Breathing in thick air although nothing is wrong
Medical professionals are tired of me singing the same song
Dizziness and indigestion
Anticipating the upcoming tension
Numbing and tingling throughout my body
This is the feeling of living with anxiety