Spring break started and everything went crazy. My 19th birthday was on Saturday, March 3rd. It was a fun time. My dad threw me a party and a lot of my friends came. It made me happy seeing my friends from different places talking and hanging out.

I had a really good birthday man. Not going to lie, I was definitely under the influence but I was home and my dad was watching me. I just remember some dancing, a lot of weed, cake and a lot of laughing. I did a drop-off, got some Taco Bell, dropped everyone else off after we were sober enough to drive and I came home with my friend Ash. My best friend Salma came to see me really quick and wish me a happy birthday. That was nice of her. When she left Ash and I fell asleep and the next day I had a bad headache.

I had to clean up the party. And that took a LONG time. Honestly, I either wanted to get out of the house or lay in bed all day and since I already had to get up to clean, might as well leave for the day. I ran some errands with Ash and picked up my boyfriend Tyler.

We bought some hair dye and made my hair crispy yellow. It was kinda bad but I colored it purple and green the next day. Still not the best but definitely better than bleachy blonde. I had to take Tyler to work so we went to his house so he could get dressed and then took him to work. After that I smoked a bowl with Ash and took him home. I went home and watched a movie and then smoked a little more and that was fun.

I haven’t really been doing much the past few days after the party. I was sleepy and I didn’t feel good yesterday. And I don’t have much planned for the end of spring break. Maybe I can have Ash sleep over and I’m probably gonna sleep over at Tyler’s but other than that I’m just going to chill the rest of this vacation and work on my repertoire pieces for my piano final. I’m actually kind of just ready to get back to school to be honest. I am so ready to focus on everything and get shit done. The determination is real. I hope you all have a great rest of break! Much love from Ry. ❤️