Everything about you drew me in; your voice, your eyes, your smile. You were a drug I could never get enough of.

Before I met you I felt like my lungs were filled with water and I was slowly drowning but everything changed in an instant.

I knew so much about you in such a short amount of time that it felt like some form of destiny. I had never felt this way about anyone before and at that moment, I never wanted to feel for anyone but you. It was reckless of me to become so attached but I couldn't help myself-- you were ethereal.

I never understood how I could be so lucky to have someone like you in my life, it didn't make sense to me.

You were a beacon of light in my dark place and, together, we could have been earth shattering.

We'll never have the chance to find out what could have been. Everything about you is different now. I don't know you anymore...and I'm not sure I want to. You've changed completely, or maybe, I just didn't see you for what you truly are.

You made so many promises that have been shattered.

You shattered them just like you shattered me. I honestly should have expected it.

You've moved on with your life but I'm still here, stuck in your web of lies. I have so many questions for you that I can't bring myself to ask.

Did any of this mean something to you? Did you lie to me the entire time? Did you ever even care? Or was I just someone you viewed as an easy target?

I'm still putting back the pieces of myself that you broke off and chipped away at, but I will be okay. I don't know when I will be put back together but I want you to know that I will never come back to you. I vow to myself that I will never again allow myself to feel anything towards you.

You broke me and made me doubt everything I had ever known. It makes sense now why you destroyed me, people did always tell me drugs were poisonous.

I should have listened when it came to you.