The definition of anxiety is, "A feeling of worry, nervousness, or unease, typically about an imminent event or something with an uncertain outcome," however, that is not the definition that I would give it. I would say a General Anexity Disorder is constant pain and suffering. One will get scared for no real reason. They may have panic attacks that include: shaking, barely being able to get air to his/her lungs, and crying.

I live with General Anxiety Disorder every day, hour by hour and even minute by minute. I hate having anxiety so much. Almost everyone tells me to tell them why I am so scared. I don't have an answer to that question because I have no real cause to go into panic mode. At some points I wished I never had it, but it makes me who I am. It doesn't define me, but it has made me conquer things I never thought I could do. For example: I am taking a GED class. I never even wanted to admit that because I felt like it made people think I was weak and not worthy of being any part of their lives.

I have always wondered if the reason I do not have friends is because of my anxiety. It could be, but I really do not know. All I know is I am a child of the one true King. If I never get a friend to be by my side, who cares? I have God as a friend!

Everyone may want to know how I get though living with the disorders I have. Well, the answer is just never giving up faith in Jesus Christ!