The pain that you feel, but can't touch. A pain you know of, but can't explain. A pain so fierce
you go insane. Not all pain is physical. The mental pain can hurt just as much, and at moments make you feel madder than a hatter. Also, it does not stay say in one area. It hurts all over.
Your head will start to feel like someone is beating it like a drum that never stops. Then, your mind will turn on you tell you things that are not true, and soon that little voice will want you to suffer more. Telling you to hurt yourself or not to eat. Your mind becomes your worst enemy that you have to fight against.
Your body will start to feel like you are dragging 50 pounds. Feeling sluggish and pressure in your arms, legs and chest. Your chest will feel like your about to have a heart attack. Your stomach will be in knots. You may start shaking from shock. You just want it to end but it won't, it will be there for hours.
If you're lucky you will have a special person who will help you through. Talk to you, making sure you are safe. Meds will sooth some of the pain, but not right away. Hopefully, you will never have to deal with pain like I have.





















