I don't make it easy for you. I don't know if i ever have, or ever will make it easy for you to love me. I have trust issues, that don't stem from you, but effect you the most. I am needy; I want all of your attention all of the time and I need constant reassurance of your love. I constantly feel ugly, and tell you so. You constantly have to reassure me that I'm not. I'm clingy, and want your affection more than you're willing to give it. I probably am not the ideal girlfriend, and I'm fully aware that there are better girls out there. But if you let me I can prove to be the most caring of partners. There is not a time that I won't put you first. There's not a moment that you aren't in my thoughts. You are my priority, and I will move hell and high water to make sure you know that. To be in a relationship with me is tough, but I will never stop being in your corner. I will never stop routing for you, fighting for you, and standing by your side.
So thank you, thank you for loving me. Thank you for looking past my insecurities and seeing me. Thank you for calming down and taking a step back so we can figure things out together. Thank you for being my rock, and holding me when I'm down. Thank you for pushing my buttons, and our boundaries thus pulling me from my comfort zone. I wouldn't be half the person I am if it wasn't for you. Thank you for our bond. I am constantly feeling bonded to you. Your energy and mine have seemed to have molded into one another and projected a much brighter ray of light to the rest of the world. Thank you for making me laugh, making me smile. Your light hearted nature fits into my serious one in all of the most perfect ways. You have become one of the only stable constants in my life and I will be eternally grateful for that. You put me first in every situation, and you deal with my ridiculous complaining for whatever stupid reason it may be. You always motivate (or sometimes force) me to keep going, and more times than none in my life I have needed that push. I may not always admit it, or be conscious of it, but I always know how much I mean to you because you show me every single day from the moment we wake up to the moment we go to bed. I know I don't always show it but I appreciate everything you do, and everything that you are, and I hope you know how much you mean to me and how in love with you I am.
Thank you for being you. Thank you for loving me, when I wasn't sure anyone ever could again.
Love You Sincerely, and Always,