This is to all of you.
You know who you are, and if you do not know, this is probably to you as well.
We have been friends on Facebook for who knows how long. We met in high school, at a camp, in college, or through our mutual friends. But besides you liking my stuff, me liking yours, and not forgetting the birthday post each year, we do not really say much to one another.
Even so, this does not mean I do not care or do not think about you. I do both, a lot. I would love to have a daily conversation with everyone, to catch up, but things happen. For one, some of you I can never seem to hold an online conversation with; I can only talk to you in person. But that is okay, I would much rather talk in person anyway. For some of you, I just would not know what to say, as it has been so long since we last talked. And other times, my anxiety gets in the way and I feel like maybe you would not want to talk to me.
Our lives may drive us apart, across the country, across the globe, but you hold a place in my heart. Otherwise, I would not be writing this to you. And you may not ever want to speak to me again, that's okay, too. You are not required to ever have to talk to me again if you do not choose to.
When I am at my computer and I see your name come up as "online," I open a chat, but often I never know what to say. So I do not say anything.
Even though I often do not say anything, I still consider you my friend, I still care, and I still wonder what you have been up to. And maybe one day I will send you a message, but until then, I will just be wishing you the best.
