Dear ex-Boyfriend
I finally after a year going to write this to you, it took me a long time to find the right words for this. Knowing each other for almost 8 years give or take, and being together for almost 4 years it's had to find the right words for this, so I'm going to try my best. I was in love with you, we connected so well, and we liked the same kind of music and everything felt amazing when we were together, but then things went down hill. I'm not going to explain all of them but you cheated on me with 4 girls, during that time left me for one of them. I was so upset seeing almost 4 years going down the drain. Seeing someone who I thought I was going to marry gone within a blink of an eye. It was hard I ended up not eating, falling too far behind in my school work, I almost didn't pass my math class, but somehow I did. I try to work it out to see if we could ever be again, but you always went back to the girl that took you away from me. I was broken....to much to do anything. It was hard seeing the guy you love, be with and love someone else. Even tho we were broken up I was still there for you, more then the girl you were with. I always had your back! and I will still to this day have yours.
You hurt me so much, I want you to know that, I thought I would never find anyone again, I felt used, feeling that I'm not good enough for you or anyone. but then that changed I found someone that at first, you got mad at for me going out with him but you know me, I don't care what people think about who I am with. It's been a year and I have felt happier than any other time I was with you, it's probably with because I lost my trust with you, I didn't know if you were telling the truth or not. I am much happier than ever before and it feels amazing!
I know it's hard to explain everything that has happened between us, and when I stand up for you they ask me why I do, and they will never understand why, you were my best friend, and deep down you still are, you know me and I know you all too well. Knowing each other for almost 8 years now give or take.
I do know one thing, there is no way I would be back with you, I'm finally trying to get over everything and I want to stay on track also I have someone now who makes me happy, I don't want anything going away from that. I do miss you but as my best friend, and brother. it's hard not talking to you knowing how your life is, but I know one day maybe we will be in each other lives soon. I have so many stories to tell you!
I rather have you as my best friend more than anything, I still want you in my life, as my best friend and that's all I am happy with who I am with. I hope we can move on from this and be best friends again!
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Your ex-girlfriend and your best friend
