Have you ever had someone in your life that means the absolute world to you? We all come across someone who will mean a great deal to our life. For me it is you. You are my absolute best friend.

I know our relationship isn’t always easy. It's not supposed to be. We don’t always agree, we fight, or we get upset with one another but that’s okay. All of it makes our bond stronger. No relationship is the same, but everyone has there ups and downs. I know it may not always seem as if I feel this way, but I promise I do. Even when we fight, it reminds me how much you mean to me.

I may not always express the way I feel because I have a tendency to push people away. No matter how hard I try, it’s going to happen. Expressing the way I feel about you is easy, but reminding you and telling you isn’t. People take it for granted sometimes and I’m afraid of that.

But I want you to know this...

You mean the most to me. I wouldn’t be who I am today if it wasn’t for you. Sometimes I may express my feelings toward you in other ways, but I don’t mean it. I’m just trying to be distant and seem as if I didn’t need you, or depend on you, But I do. No matter what people say, or how society says women should be, I need you. And I am no longer afraid to admit that. I’m quite happy that I need you in my life. You’re my best friend, and a girl will always need her best friend by her side.

So, if I were to ever lose you, I couldn’t imagine what my life would be like Nor will I ever want to imagine a life without you. I’m so lucky to have found you, and I’m so happy I did.