Hey, it's me. You remember me, right? We used to be best friends, but now you're just another person I pass on the streets. I'm not exactly sure how I feel towards you anymore. Over the years, I've experienced so many emotions after losing our friendship that I guess now you're just another memory in the back of my head.
Part of me wants to put all the blame on you and hold you at fault for how things turned out, but at the same time I wonder if it was something I did. Did I overreact about something that I shouldn't have? Was I not good enough of a friend? Did you just get sick of me? We never really did discuss whatever happened. One second we were thick as thieves and the next we just completely stopped talking all together. I will honestly say a breakup with one of your best friends cuts deeper than any breakup with a boyfriend ever will. You're not just losing your best friend, but also your partner in crime, your shoulder to cry on, your confidant, the person who makes you laugh harder than anybody else and so much more.
How was it so easy for you to just turn your head the other way and forget about everything we've been through? I guess that's my biggest question. Maybe I'll never know the answer to that question and that's something I've accepted over the years. The truth is if you really valued our friendship or cared about me, we would have resolved everything and came out on the other side.
Don't get me wrong, I am at fault just as much as you were. I was stubborn and unwilling to just let it go. Part of me regrets doing this and the other half tells myself if it were supposed to be another way -- it would have been. The end of our friendship led to the beginning of many new friendships that I cherish and am glad I have found -- thank you for that.
Sometimes I wonder where we'd be now if things didn't play out the way they did, but whatever you're doing I hope it's something that brings you endless happiness. I will always miss our friendship and the person you used to be, but thankfully I have years of memories with you to look back on and hold onto forever.
