No, I don't not get enough sleep. I never get enough. I could sleep for days and would still say I'm tired. Why am I always mentally, physically, and emotionally so tired? My energy is 0. I never want to leave the house. I try to avoid going out with friends. I don't like talking about my feelings. "I'm just tired" is now just an excuse for everything, it's the way to get out of something you don't want to do or don't want to talk about. But I'm a teenager, what do you expect.
Reading this, some might say I'm sad and maybe even depressed. But I'm not. That's just who I am. I am content being by myself. I enjoy spending time in my room listening to music. It's not that I'm antisocial or an introvert, I just like my occasional alone time. I feel like everyday just sucks up all my energy. School, being associated and happy for hours upon a huge group of people I won't see again in my life, and sports and other things on top of that. It's a lot for anyone to handle. So yes mom, I'm okay. I'm not sad or depressed. I just go through a lot in a day and sometimes I'm stressed for no reason. I like my alone time. It's a time of peace. It's natural. So every time I say, "I'm just tired", don't worry. No need to nit pick to figure out what's best wrong, I really am just exhuasted. And when I'm alone, I'm happy.
