Never expected it to be like this

passion ignited by something as simple
as a kiss
two pairs of parted lips,
laying criss cross in fashion
softness, causes eyes to close...
their only needed interaction...
hands not knowing of which way to go,
quickly

to chest for fear
the other might let go...
and we move
r e a l s l o w
like they do in the movies
softness of hands on face
as they lay on cheeks to guide and move me
and tounges are added,
cause it's always done that way in the movies
but, so is what's next
a lean back
but I'm a weird combination of
relaxed but complexed...
just wanted a kiss, not ready for the next step...
but by then comes the hands that travel
trying to unravel
the bow my bodies covered in...
kissed more hard pressed
aggression has seemed to seap in
and the air reaks of passion turned poision
cause I'm fighting you off
hand in unfamiliar places, and you talkin' bout how
I'm a jump off
and pleasant pressure has turned into pounds

I

can't

move

moments like this are anything but pleasently
memorable

for reasons untold I can't write on...
sat up, scared as he zipped and adjusted pants

back on...
see, it didn't have to be like this...but date rape is something
that really exists...
but just know
I never met it to end up like this...
but a lot of things can happen
when all you wanted was a kiss.


This is NOT a true story for ME, but it is for SOMEONE out there, and I just want you to know...I'm here for you!!!