As my friend and I sat across a coffee table chatting about life, things we love to do, God, travels, dreams, community and all the good stuff, I found myself saying how unproductive I have been during this break. After describing what I had done, I realized for myself that most of the things I did were things I had been longing to do for a while.

The truth is: it has been an unproductive break, judging from a fast-paced, constantly moving perspective.

I remember as soon as break started, I made lists and plans of what I wanted break to look like. I tend to stick with plans and finish them. Not this time. But that’s ok because I have treated myself by doing things I don’t usually do during the semester when my calendar is full of things I must do.

Don't get me wrong, I am all about productivity, but the past few weeks have taught me more and more about the gift of rest and the importance of letting my body and soul recharge. This is a rest season that makes my heart happy, full and deep since it allows me to do small things that bring me great joy. I have learned to trade things I tell myself I need to do with things that are life-giving.

For those who are perfectionists and type-A: stop feeling guilty about taking breaks and resting (whatever that looks like for you). Remember that you chose to do what you did because you enjoyed doing it. Do yourself a favor and do it more often. Because often “wasting time” is the best thing you could do for yourself.

Now if you’ll excuse me, I have a few more days until school starts again. I am going to wrap myself in my favorite blanket, make myself a large cup of hot chocolate and get some quality time with one of my favorites, Anne Lamott.