I'm sorry that I have to do this.

There is a lot I could say, but I don't want this to get ugly. But thank you for being there for me at one point in my life. We had some good times from middle school to high school. I certainly don't regret anything. Without a doubt, you were my best friend.

But what I do regret is not trusting my instincts in the time being. I began seeing signs saying that we should go our separate ways, but I kept pushing it aside thinking it was just a bump in the road. What I didn't know was that there would be more bumps to come. It's hard to tell which one of us changed. Everyone was telling me that it's okay to let people change when you're in college. I wasn't sure if it was you or if I was simply stopping myself from changing.

I felt that you always had something negative to say whether you were on my side or not. When I would vent about something, you would take it up a notch. And I was unsure if you were trying to be a good friend, or if it was part of your agenda. Every day it became more clear that we were two different people. I'm not saying that was a bad thing, it just means that the two of us were not compatible. I have myself to blame for not standing up for myself.

When my boyfriend broke up with me, I remained calm, while you completely trashed him. Wishing him ill while I simply just tuned him out. That time I had a fight with my ex was a huge mistake, but I know better now. Just because I was not angry, doesn't mean I needed someone else to feel it for me. If I was okay, then you should've been too, because it was my love life, and not yours.

It always had to be your way. You got mad at me when my phone stopped working, and my texts didn't send. I contacted you every way possible to let you know my phone wasn't working. What bothers me most is that it didn't not occur to you. You didn't reach out to me through social media, you simply jumped to conclusions. It's like it was always some one else's fault, you got to be the victim every time. You never owned up to anything, and I always had to spell it out for you.

Yes, I'm never around. Guess what, we both go to different colleges far away from home. And you knew I was going to be gone all semester. Yet, you still text me that I've done something wrong. You say I'm never around, and I don't make an attempt to hang out with you. You say you feel sad that I am posting pictures with my college friends on Facebook all the time. I think that I am allowed to have other friends. I'm not your mom. I don't hang out with them to make you jealous. They are my friends because I enjoy their company. I know you have friends at school, so go enjoy being with them, and forget about me for once.

And when you are with your college BFFs, please do not do the same thing to them. No one needs the negative energy, it really isn't necessary. We are all adults here. I really hate being mean, and you know that I do, but I have to speak for myself for once.

Wherever you are, I hope you are doing well. I hope your friends at school are taking good care of you, and you're getting the grades you want. I wish you nothing but the best.