You have probably heard about me. You know who I am, yet he has never even said my name. You will probably never know exactly who I am but you know I was there and he took a little piece of me but I can't say I took a piece of him.
To the girl he loves next,
First off, I am going to apologize. I'm sorry that he has hurt someone before he got to you. I truly hope he never does the same to you. I know it is hard having another girl in the back of your mind while he is telling you he loves you but trust me, if you love him even half as much as I did, you won't remember or even care about his past. In this case, his past is me but he is yours now. He used to be mine but something went wrong and now he is yours. So, as his new girl, there are a few things you should know.
He is sweet and caring. He will always want to know why you're upset but never tell him it is because of him. He will never forgive himself. He loves to tell you how he wants to kiss you and hold you but don't always let him. It's the fun in the chase. He wants you to at least try his hobbies with him. He loves the attempts you make and even if you aren't particularly a fan of what you're doing, he notices and he is very appreciative. If you can do all that right, he might tell his family and friends about you and believe me when I tell you that this is a VERY big deal to him and he truly sees a future in you. Speaking of, he loves to plan the future. He will tell you when you will fight and how he will make up for it and how his family will feel about you at his wedding and he truly believes it. You will be able to see it in that in his bright smile and the way he looks into your eyes. Nothing will make you feel like you're floating than when he tells you that he had the best day with you even though you did nothing. Your heart will drop when he hugs you and tells you how sorry he is for that he did and how he treated you the next time you argue. You will be putty in his arms and it will be one of the best feelings ever, even if he doesn't really deserve it. I am truly excited for you to experience these feelings.
He may be yours but he was mine and even though we had all of these things, something went wrong. No matter how bad he hurt me, do not hurt him. He is truly special and he deserves the love he gives. He didn't just decide to be hard to love. There was one before me who made him scared to love. He is still healing but I am so happy that he has healed enough to let himself find you.
So, to the girl he loves next- I hope he is better at loving you than he was at loving me.
Sincerely,
The girl who loved him first.
