The phrase "friends can break your heart too" cuts so deep. One of the deepest heartbreaks I've ever had came from one of my best friends in the whole world. So, here is a letter to the guy I thought would be here forever, but wasn't.
"I just gave up and I'm sure you saw that," not words anyone wants to hear, especially from someone who means the world to you.
Dear old friend,
Maybe it wasn't meant to be. Maybe everything really does happen for a reason and there is some crazy, unknown factor as to why you walked out of my life. Even while I continue to believe that, it doesn't make it hurt any less and that doesn't mean I understand... because I don't.
You meant the world to me. Every time something happened in my life, good or bad, you were the first person I wanted to tell. You picked me up when I was down and even when you didn't know what to say, you always said the right thing. You knew more about me and what was going on in my life than anyone else.
I hated when we fought.. One thing i use to love about our friendship was how well we got along, so when the fighting began I would get so frustrated because that's not who we were.
I want you to know that I'm sorry. I don't know your reasoning for giving up on me, but whatever it was.. whatever pushed you over the edge... I am truly, from the bottom of my heart, sorry. I also want you to know that you shattered my heart. I thought you would be the one guy that would never do anything to hurt me because you were always the one to pick up the pieces, not the one who created them.
I thought after everything we had been through and how hard you fought for this friendship back when times got really rough, that we could get through anything. I thought we were stronger than that. I hate that I was wrong.
I hope you're doing well. I think of you often and wonder what's going on in your life. I can tell you've changed a lot since our falling out. I pray for you every day and maybe one day our paths will cross again, but until that day I wish you the best life can give because you deserve it. You are the best guy I know, don't ever sway from that.
- Your ex best friend





















