It's been awhile since we last talked. You have became a stranger to me. You house all my secrets and memories. You are the one I used to ugly cry over Face time to. You are the only one I would fan girl over One Direction with. What happened to us?

Did we really let this get between us?

I don't remember what we last talked about as friends, yet I wish I could. It has been awhile since we last talked as friends. It breaks me on the inside seeing you with all your new friends that came into your life after I was already there. We met in 5th grade, I was the new kid and you welcomed me into the school.

I hope one day in the future we can be friends again.

I don't know what is going on in your life, but I wish I did. Nothing makes me cry like not having you as my best friend. It's hard because our lockers are still next to each others and we have to face each other every morning. I didn't expect this to happen.

All I had was my now ex-boyfriend. He was there for me when you bad mouthed me behind my back. You stole my friends and spread lies.

You were my only true best friend. The only person who my parents trusted me hanging out with. We have so many memories together and that's all they are. They will probably never be talked about again. Lost in our minds, like they never happened.

Yeah, I wish I was still in your life, but things happen for a reason. Remember how we used to talk about who we liked and would gossip about everyone. Now you have a new best friend to do that with, while I'm struggling just to maintain myself.

I stopped struggling with my social anxiety for awhile. Then as soon as you walked out of my life it got horrible again. I'm afraid to talk to people. I've retreated back into my shell. Socializing with people scares the living crap out of me. But that's okay....Not like I need it anyway.

This is to my Ex-Best friend. The girl who used to be my ride or die. She used to be the person I would tell everything to. One last thing I have to say: Thank you for being my Best Friend for 4 wonderful years. I will never forget the memories we have together. When I have kids one day, I will tell them the stories of you and I, all in hopes that the find a friendship like ours that never dies.