Can we start over? I know we have been through so much and I know that we were so close at some point, but can we start over? I feel like we have peaked in our friendship and now we are on the slippery slope downwards with no traction to slow us down even the slightest. I don’t want our friendship to end. Some people just grow apart and their relationship goes with them. That can’t be us. I don’t want that to be us. I won’t let that be us. I need us. I need our friendship. I need you.

So let’s start over. Let’s not forget about what happened between us, you know I never could, but let’s not make it the focal point of our friendship anymore. There is so much more to us than what happened in that one month or two. Let’s re meet each other. Reintroduce ourselves. I know I am a completely different person than I was when I met you for the first time. I know you are a different person as well. So let’s tell each other who we are now. Let’s share how much we have reinvented ourselves in the short time we have known each other.

I have done so much soul searching since I have known you. I have thought a lot about my actions and attitudes and goals. You have helped me set most of those goals I have. You have helped me change my attitudes toward people or situations. You have helped me see the flaws in some of my actions and the beauty in others.

We have gone through a really really rough patch in our friendship that I am afraid we will not be able to fix. The hole that we have created is just too big to patch up. It’s going to take a lot more than I can afford to fix that hole. I can’t afford to try to fix something as big as this with such a high risk of losing you. I can’t do it. So let's start fresh. Let’s build a new and sturdier foundation for us to grow on.