Dear Boyfriend,
I question myself constantly on how you can deal with my craziness and all of my antics. I apologize every time I have a meltdown in front of you or a problem that I feel is taking over my entire life. The tears and hours of phone calls and texts trying to sort out all of my problems that you kindly help me deal with. Sometimes they are the most confusing and biggest of problems, and other times it’s the smallest most laughable thing but in the end with a smile and positive attitude you are ready to help me conquer anything. After seeing all of my struggles you stay by my side and tell me everything will be all right in the end.
From the piles upon piles of homework and exams that I feel are beating me to a pulp to the rejection of the job that I really wanted From the crazy family drama that I just cant deal with on my own all the time to the huge fight I had with my sister that was over the silliest thing, but the outcome still hurt. From the emotional problems that I am not capable of dealing with alone to the medical results that I am anxiously waiting to hear back about. Some days I feel like my life is impossible, but again you pop up and remind me how I’ll be okay.
It seems like such a simple solution to just have someone tell you that everything will resolve itself. But with you, I’ve developed a certain level of trust, a kind of comfort and connection that I pay attention to. You thoroughly explain to me how what I feel and what I think are normal. Just a kiss, a hug or even a phone call from you can automatically make my problems feel smaller. The reassuring number of texts you send me as a reminder of how strong I am and how I will overcome anything thrown at me make the situation feel resolvable. The jokes you make or friendly competitions we have to distract me of what’s going on. You are there to remind me that I am strong enough to overcome my issues, not alone but with you by my side.
Again I am left with the question of why you are willing to deal with the craziness going on in my life. You surely have a number of problems to deal with also, right? And with a serious but loving tone you assure me that the reason that you stay by my side and help guide me through my problems is “because I’m worth it”. For that I say thank you and will always feel that way. No matter what the unpredictable future holds for us, right now you are here for me, to tell me it’ll all be okay in the end and that is why I love you.
Sincerely,
Your Girlfriend
