Dear best friend,
What happened to us? We used to talk everyday, about all the important and stupid stuff. You knew everything about my life and I knew everything about yours. Now I feel like I don't even know you. Every time I see a post from you or hear something about you, all it does is make me sad. It makes me sad because I think of the people we used to be. College has changed us. Even though we're 188 miles away from each other I still thought we would talk. I thought I'd get all the stories about the amazing things you're doing. I thought you'd be curious about what's going on in my life. Yet, somehow here I am 188 miles away from you feeling like you don't care anymore.
I miss the times where we were never separate. We were the true definition of two peas in a pod. Your mom felt like a second mom to me and my family took you with open arms. I miss the days of wasting hours at the mall aimlessly walking around. The trips to JoAnn's to make blankets, even though we had a million (you can never be too warm). I miss the sleepovers that ended with you falling asleep early. Blasting Hunter Hayes and singing at the top our lungs not caring who heard us because we were having fun. I miss a lot of things that we used to do.
It hit me the other day that I shouldn't care as much as I do. But that's just the person I am. I don't send you a million text messages anymore because I don't want to be a bother. The last time we talked like best friends was Christmas break. I guess I'm just lost because I don't know what to do anymore. I don't know if you still want me in your life or if you just want to move on.
That one word has changed us so much. College has made us into different people. I guess it's just time for me to wake up and realize our friendship will never be like it was in high school. We've become too independent people, and as much as it sucks that we aren't as close as we were, I think a lot of people go through this. I hope that we can work on our friendship and try to make up for lost time, but I'm beginning to loose hope of being your best friend again.
If you want to work on our friendship just let me know. Even if it takes a long time. I'll still be here when you come back. You'll always be my best friend in my heart. Thanks for all those years, laughs, and countless memories.
Love,
Your best friend <3
