I have liked you for awhile. I finally have told you too. You actually told me you liked me too.

I know I should not like you. You even told me yourself, you're not good for me. You said you want me to have better. Maybe you saying that makes me want you more. I want you. I want you to be mine, yet I know I should steer clear.

Every time I see you, my heart pounds like crazy. We Snapchat like every day, and I can't help but wanting to be in your arms. Cliche right? You're so attractive it might take my breath away. Actually I know it does. I tell you all the time that you are attractive, but you always turn me down. You never accept my compliments, and quite frankly it pisses me off.

Another thing about you that I like is your personality. You're such a smart alec and, I love it. You tend to make me laugh a lot. I don't remember a day when I didn't smile because of you. I love the butterflies that you give me. Whenever your name pops up in my phone, I usually smile. I haven't felt this way in awhile though, and it honestly scares me.

I honestly wish that I did not meet you. I know that I'm going to end up hurt just because I know how this works out. Ever since we got our feelings out in the open, it's been awkward between us. You hardly talk to me anymore, and the thing that makes it more awkward is the fact that we sit right next to each other. I have just the best type of luck with guys like you.

I already know me and you will not work. You already told me it would not. I remember you telling me that our situation was weird. I remember being quite pissed off. You tend to do that to me a lot. You are so damn stubborn. I like that about you to be honest. It's cute and possibly makes you even more attractive. Anyways, I asked you how it was weird, and you said " I feel like you want a relationship right now. I don't want to hurt you. I mean I will be leaving soon". I knew right there that I needed to get away.

I'm way to late though. I know I like you, and you say you like me too. That isn't enough though. We wouldn't be able to last. It would be quite impossible, but there's that part of me that wants to claim you as mine. I want you to be mine, and I want to be yours. I cannot do this though. I know that's not what you want though.

You're honestly really considerate though. I know what you are thinking though. I know you don't want to hurt me, but trust me, I am already hurting myself by falling for you. Sadly you won't be there to catch me. Thankfully I only like you. From now on, I will most likely try to distance myself from you.

Sincerely

The girl who has a crush on you