To you, my favorite person...
I know that you will most likely never see this, and that's the pain of this situation. Being so thankful for someone who will never know who you are. I am one in a million people who admire you, look to you for a smile when I am having a bad day, and just being there to support you.
To you, I am just "another fan," and while you may be thankful for me, I will never be a lasting memory imprinted in your mind. To me, you are one of my favorite human beings. You are constantly in my thoughts, and there is not a moment that goes by when I do not think about you.
There are so many things I would do to try and meet you, just to get to talk to you for a minute at most. Many other people wonder why I would go through all the trouble and spend all the money just to catch a glimpse of you.
For me, the decision is quite an easy one. You were there for me whenever I was having a bad day, when I thought no one was in my corner. You were always there to make me smile, even when know one else knew I was fighting to get through the day. You knew without even being there.
I find a piece of my happiness comes from seeing you, whether its on my TV, computer screen, or maybe even from far away.
To other people, it might seem childish. How could I be in love with someone that does not know me, and probably never will? There is no way that you can love a celebrity. That is where they are wrong. When you read enough about a person, when you watch a lot about a person, you start to feel like you know them. Not in a creepy way, but in a loving way. When you feel like you know someone, it is very easy to fall in love with them.
When someone like you makes such a huge impact on my life, I am going to have strong feelings towards you. You have been like a best friend to me. A person that is always around when I need someone, to make me laugh or smile.
I love when you post something on social media, when I hear good things about you in the news, when I see a video of you somewhere. When you smile, I smile (mind the Justin Bieber pun). It sounds corny but its true. I love when you are happy.
In the almost impossible instance you see this someday, thank you for everything you have done for me. I love you, and you have changed my life. I will always be thankful for you.
