Thunder,
rain,
and
heavy winds.
The moment where your nose is the only thing above the waters. Fighting yourself to take a breath and stay above level. The skies are gray, painting a black and white photograph. Your heartbeat's ticking slower than a clock in the middle of a history class, eternity. Longing to take a plane to a painless country, but that doesn't exist. A vacation sounds great during a time like this yet it is very important to keep going and complete every task assigned to our lives, responsibility. You may be feeling the storm stronger than you, but baby you are stronger than the storm. You control if you stand up against it or you let it consume you. I know you are quite intelligent, perhaps brilliant, and will fight with every bit of strength living in you.
Get up! Stand up! Cry, yes let it out and even scream if you have to. The only thing I ask you is to not let yourself go, don't give up on yourself even if everyone seems to have given up on you.You may not want to be exactly where you want to be in life or at the moment, but you are definitely not where you used to be. It is very important to keep pushing because those dreams are waiting for your magic so they can turn into reality.
Tensed up muscles all down your vertebrae, creating pressure all the way to your bed of thoughts. I know the feeling, you're not alone. When you are driving crazy and no one seems to understand you, I do... Let's find the peace in the storm, start loving yourself and begin to live. Find the beauty in you and the small things in life. Take the headaches and heartaches as lessons, experiences, and events necessary to make you wiser and strong although you are feeling stupid currently. You can not let the ocean swallow you to its heart and kill you. If you fall deep in the ocean, remember you can swim. Don't let the situation make you forget your abilities. In the process I know it's going to look pretty dark and your vision is blurred, the more you swim up the clearer it gets. You will visualize the sun rays shining above the waters and the sea and the storm is tranquilized.
The weather gets warmer, baby it isn't going to be winter forever. You will genuinely smile and be satisfied with where you are and with whom that surrounds you. You will shine and have a beautiful glow, golden like your beautiful soul. There is beauty in the darkness, just as the most beautiful moments have to go through the darkness. For a beautiful picture to be seen in film photography, you must be in the darkness and in the light you see how beautiful the darkness made you. It's okay, go on and find the peace my darling.
Breathe!
